(OS) Mysoftlens.com

Hello!!
Apologies for the pending post..
Anyway, I'm gonna continue to review one of my Birthday HAUL item, which is Circle Lenses from Mysoftlens.com !!

  

Circle lenses have been a trend among teenagers, especially girls. It's made popular mainly because of the asian culture where you see such ulzzang/gyaru always look appealing because of their beautiful eyes that seem to be bigger. The circle lenses give you the "bigger / dolly" eyes look which make you look cuter and somehow creepy.

Since I was interested to be an ulzzang, back then when I was 12-13 years old, I tried to get myself contact lenses for the first time. Even though I was kinda afraid on how to put it on and the treatment, blablabla, eventually I'm already used to it and it's not that complicated/scary. Although there are some strict rules regarding the usage of contact lenses. But as long as you take care of the hygiene of your lenses and not using it 24/7, you're gonna look more gorgeous with your beautiful eyes + lenses.

Below, I'm gonna do a review and some tips regarding contact lenses. As sponsored by Mysoftlens.com

(COVER) MOCCA - Hanya Satu (OST. Untuk Rena)

Hello!!
Sorry that I didn't upload any cover for last week because I was feeling like crap.

This week I'm back with my new cover which is an INDONESIAN SONG as requested by many people, and especially Pandu. I chose to sing MOCCA's "Hanya Satu" (Only One), because I love MOCCA and this song is just simply beautiful. Hope you like it! <3

Lyrics & translation included below!

Song : Hanya Satu (OST. Untuk Rena)  

Singer : MOCCA  

Music : Soundcloud  

https://soundcloud.com/ajengsyafitri/mocca-hanya-satu-ost-untuk

Lyrics :

Original : 

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap seorang ibu 

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk bercanda dan tertawa
Di pangkuan seorang ayah  

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi
Ku selalu berharap
Dan tak pernah terbangun 

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Di pangkuan ayah dan ibu 

Apabila ini
Hanya sebuah mimpi
Ku selalu berharap
Dan tak pernah terbangun 

Hanya satu pintaku
Tuk memandang langit biru
Dalam dekap ayah dan ibu

Translation :

Only one I requested 

To look at the blue sky 

In a mother's arms 

Only one I requested 

To joke and laugh

On the lap of a father 

If this is just a dream 

I always look forward 

And never woke up 

Only one I requested 

To look at the blue sky 

In the lap of the father and mother 

If this is just a dream

 I always look forward 

And never woke up 

Only one I requested

To look at the blue sky

In mother and father's arms

Thanks for reading & watching!

21/Jun/2014

"If this is just a dream 
I always look forward
And never woke up"

Timeless

June 18th, 2014.

It's me & you, against the world 

Starbucks' Strawberry Cheesecake *something*

"I wish I could see you before I move" said the guy whose name is "That Jerk" in my whatsapp. Thanks for making me fucking panic and successfully made me burst in tears, I've been feeling like crap for this week. But after those 5 months of not talking, communicating, eye-contact whatsoever, for just a few days, at last I could be back to my normal days, no busyness demanding and with only him I was texting with ...  just like half a year ago when this blog hasn't even existed.

So after 5 months of being strangers, and cold as fuck to each other, we finally managed to meet after our last meeting which was January something. He promised not to move after I bought him a cup of Starbucks and slapped his ugly face. We met awkwardly at the spot where we first met, which is Starbucks PIM2. I got him a tall cup of Vanilla Latte and sat in front of him. Once again, I don't even know why our clothes were somehow matching with my black - gray striped cardigan and his shirt. OH FYI, WE ARE NOT DATING. WE ARE NOT A COUPLE. It's just a one-sided love.

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I'm not gonna write this as in my diary, because I write this to you. Don't worry, nobody knows who you are, just like only us who know our unknown relationship. I don't care if you read this long ass post or not, but I just want you to know how much I don't wanna lose you. 

I'm that kind of girl who rarely falls in love yet it's gonna be the hardest thing for me to move on and get over whoever that guy I fell in love with. Am I considered loyal? I think so, too loyal that in the end I'd always end up being hurt and alone.

SECONDARY 4 - BUSINESS 2

 July 17th 2013, the written date when the picture below was captured.

RICS' uniform - skirt

It was in the middle of July when I started my life as a secondary student in Raffles International Christian School, Sec 4 to be precise. I was one of the only 3 new comers of the batch, along with Iben whom I know since elementary school. As previously I already graduated from Junior High School then, I was stuck in Sec 4 again which is another senior year with all the final examinations blabla. Not really a great idea considering that I have to pass all the time trials and those dreadful exams to be graduated again. However, I know that later on I will have graduation + prom again, which is the fun part.

Okay that's enough with the summary.

Dear Diary : Nobody Knows

I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings, even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn't guarantee that others will be good towards you. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.

Not everyone will appreciate what you do for them. You have to figure out who's worth your kindness and who's just taking advantage.

I'm the girl who is always there for people when they need a friend. I'm also the girl who faces many issues alone, but will still do anything to see someone else smile.

But they all didn't see the little bit of sadness in me.


Honestly, I hold in a lot.
When I'm upset, I really don't like to tell anyone. Especially the person who made me that way. No matter how much anyone asks, the answer will always be, "I'm fine". Even if it's not true.

No matter how happy I look, no matter how strong I am,
I always have a breaking point,
and sometimes I want to cry too..

The worst type of crying is the silent one.
The one when everyone is alseep.
The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears.
The one where you just want to burst and scream.
The one where you have to hold your stomach to keep quiet.
The one where you can't breath anymore.
The one when you realize that no one knows, and no one cares.

No one knows how much I cried that day.

So I like to be left alone.

But when people don't notice I'm absent, it hurts.
And I know it's my own fault for becoming invisible, for isolating myself.

It would be too easy to say that I feel invisible.
Instead, I feel painfully visible and entirely ignored.

But just once,
I want someone to notice, to truly notice and care.



03/Jun/2014
"No one knows how much I cried that day."

(OS) Cherry Room

Shop :

Cherry Room is an online shop based in Jakarta, Indonesia.
They sell branded tees, imported dress, and original make up with affordable prices, starting from IDR 40k - 100k.

(COVER) Hari - Gwiyomi Song

As inspired from "How Asians Wake Up" VINE~ LOL

The noodle (mee) was thrown by Vanessa Tuco, we really had fun shooting both videos hahahaha!!

I actually forgot to include the REAL bloopers where we attempted throwing the noodle on my face a few times.. It was hillarious, anyway I'm gonna upload them next time :p

Snapshots :

Thanks for reading & watching~!

Special thanks to Vanessa!!

07/Jun/2014

"Don’t look at other girls
No matter what they say
You’re mine!"

SONG COVER

Hi everyone!!

Finally my 6 months of exam preparation is over!! My IGCSE has finished since last week, now I'm just waiting for my graduation, prom, and 1 month holiday!! About my results, they're gonna come out when I'm already in JC, so now imma chill for the next 2 months. 

Sadly, I guess I'm not gonna spend my holiday anywhere but my house. I'm surely gonna rot at home for 1 month. So, to keep me alive, I've been thinking to be more productive beside my photoshoot, instagram and blogging, I'm gonna do song covers!!

(OS) Colored Hairclips FTW!!

Hello everyone!!

This post will be featuring my new favorite online shop, @hairclipwarna 

 

Nowadays you can see lots of people dye their hair, but not just the typical highlight or natural colors, but now there are so many people dye their hair into colorful colors, such as extreme vivid, pastel, highlights, ombre colors, and many more! 

This trend became so popular among young people since early 2000, and was made famous by popular singers, actors, actress, they are like Avril Lavigne, Katy Perry, Nicki Minaj, K-pop idols, and many moree!!

Only famous people can get cool colored hair? OF COURSE NOT! (stupid question by melrose)

You can easily get the "colorful hair" look by using hair dye, hair chalk, and hair clips! Although hair dye gives you the best result, but they cost expensively also not to mention the risks of hair damages. Hair chalk may look less appealing, they cost cheaper, easy to get, however it needs time and effort to put it on your hair, and trust me, it's going to make mess everywhere, gives you unpleasant feeling and it may also damage your hair!! 

So what's the best thing you can do? If you wanna get colorful hair, with cheap price, and free from hair damages, the best option will be the colored hairclips!! Just by simply clipping it on your hair, you're done, you have your own colored hair in just a few seconds!!

Birthday HAUL

What did I get for my birthday presents?

"Birthday HAUL"

Hello, so as you know I had my birthday on May 14th. 

I know that I'm not gonna receive many gifts/presents considering this year birthday is in the middle of exams and the timing's not good as well. Fortunately, there are some really nice people who managed to give me presents, I really appreciate them, thank you so much! Especially for Han Jiwan and Natalie Gan Shan Xin, lots of lovee!! Also, since my parents have no idea what to give me, they just gave me extra pocket money and I got to spend them on what I wanted muahahahahaha *evil laugh*.. 
Although it's not too many, I'm still thankful that I can spoil myself for my sucky-belated-birthday.

Anyway, here's my Birthday HAUL :

Dear Diary : Lonely Nights

I write,
sometimes when I am sad.
I write, 
sometimes when I am lonely.
I write,
sometimes when I am afraid.
I write, 
sometimes when I feel things.
But mostly,
I write,
because nobody listens.

...

"There once was a girl,
who told everyone they were beautiful.
There once was a girl,
who believed in the light at the end of the tunnel.
There once was a girl.
she shined so bright.
There once was a girl,
that late into the night listened to the voices inside her own head.
There once was a girl,
who got quieter and silent
and gloomier and darker.
There once was a happy girl,
but not anymore."