Timeless

June 18th, 2014.

It's me & you, against the world 

Starbucks' Strawberry Cheesecake *something*

"I wish I could see you before I move" said the guy whose name is "That Jerk" in my whatsapp. Thanks for making me fucking panic and successfully made me burst in tears, I've been feeling like crap for this week. But after those 5 months of not talking, communicating, eye-contact whatsoever, for just a few days, at last I could be back to my normal days, no busyness demanding and with only him I was texting with ...  just like half a year ago when this blog hasn't even existed.

So after 5 months of being strangers, and cold as fuck to each other, we finally managed to meet after our last meeting which was January something. He promised not to move after I bought him a cup of Starbucks and slapped his ugly face. We met awkwardly at the spot where we first met, which is Starbucks PIM2. I got him a tall cup of Vanilla Latte and sat in front of him. Once again, I don't even know why our clothes were somehow matching with my black - gray striped cardigan and his shirt. OH FYI, WE ARE NOT DATING. WE ARE NOT A COUPLE. It's just a one-sided love.

Then we went to XXI, which I expected to watch "Oculus" the horror movie. Unfortunately, it was gone from the screen already, ironically I still saw the schedule yesterday which happened to be the last show. Great, now we're left with "How To Train Your Dragon 2" or "Maleficent". It was sucks for someone who prefers horror movies to romantic/fairytale and shit, but fuck it we're watching Maleficent just because everyone said it's pretty descent. I let him chose the seats and with no choices left we chose the schedule at 2.40 PM. Damn it, we still have freaking 2 hours and 40 minutes before it starts. 

As expected, we went back to Starbucks and sat there again. At first it was rather awkward despite "being strangers" and thought we hated each other for 5 months. I felt kinda dead by the fact that we had to wait for 2 and a half hours, imagine the awkwardness duh. So we started randomly talk about stuffs, and somehow we were talking about boobs. Yes, boobs. I guess it doesn't have to be mentioned here to be specific lol. I swear to God it was hilarious as fuck, we chatted about those kind of stuffs without even noticing the others who sat nearby us. I can feel every person who were sitting next to us could clearly hear our loud conversation and of course they gave us "that WTF" look. HAHAHAHA I had fun saying "boobs" and "penis" out of my mouth #shameless. But time flies without even us knowing that those 2 and a half hour has passed.

Before the movie started, we walked to PIM1 and of course, before entering the theater I always have to go to the toilet. Sorry that I didn't manage to take my mirror selfie or my outfit today, I really wanted to although all other people who were like high school kids were staring at me, "Excuse me, never seen an alien before?". Aand we went in, and as expected he chose the seats at the corner. Unfortunately my eyes are turning disabled, and I don't wear optical glasses so fml. 

Okay, let's just be very honest. I'm really bad when it comes to being romantic and sweet with a guy. This guy has been trying to get my freaking phone out of my hand forcefully. Hello, you are a guy and you can just easily take my phone with one hand while I was holding with my two hands. My bad for checking out my phone too many times :P. Oh anyway, after those little 'hand-fights' he somehow put my hand on his, and we were holding hands like SUPER AWKWARDLY. 

My mind was pretty messed up though, "Oh my God, what are we doing now. This is the most awkward yet intimate skinship ever. What should I do.. Should I just lean my head on his shoulder or grab his hand? He's not even holding my hand properly, what are you doing. Oh here comes the exciting part of the movie lol. Can we just stop? Like stahp, now." Then after another fight, the most awkward 'holding-hands' ended. LOL TRUE STORY.

 

Blablabla, no spoiler. 

Overall, it's a good movie, MUCH BETTER than the Disney Princess' fairytale.

When the credit rolled, I slapped his face, pretty gently. (I have strong hand).

It's funny how we exit the theater and together we're like "ah fairy tales and shit". LOL.

Like our previous "dates" after XXI, then our next destination must be Starbucks PIM3. It's always been Starbucks PIM2, XXI PIM1, Starbucks PIM3. As always we sat at the balcony of Starbucks PIM3, it was drizzling but the heat was humid. Time was 4PM and I had 1 hour left before my brother picked me up, home.

Again we continued our perverted and slightly not sane conversations. You mention it. And of course the people nearby us were once again distracted by us and we felt like there were only us there #shameless. There the conversations changed into something more mellow, like he shouldn't move, and he should give me my late birthday present. He told me not to cry or he would move lol. So he pinched my cheeks for a few times and also those silly skinship like pinching my lips and my belly!! HOW DARE YOU TOUCHED MY FATS YOU JUST HURT MY FEELINGS BECAUSE I HAVE FAT FATS. But he said it's the cute point of a girl, really? 

Time was 5 PM and the sky turned darker, it's time for me to go home so he can go also. We went to PIM2's lobby while talking about "so this won't be our last meeting right?", he said it won't, and we should see each other again next week. Oh right, I reminded him about our delayed "bet" where he must treat me dinner! Surprisingly, he still remembers! The silly bet we made last year which yet to be fulfilled, he didn't forget about it.. I'm seriously amazed. 

Now I know, why my tears didn't flow out any today, because I know this jerk will likely not move. Afterall, I'm happy for it, I really am. I don't care how long we have stopped talking/seeing each other, but as long as my feelings haven't faded a bit, I almost forget our 6 months of no communication after just 6 hours of today. Nothing has really changed after 180 days of being strangers and hating each other, it's proven when we met each other today. 

We didn't have any sweet talks, instead we were talking about all those ridiculous perverted stuffs in front of public. We were shameless and noisy as hell that people were probably judging us as a couple. Especially the old couple who were sitting and watching us arguing (again). 

Before I went home, we didn't get to hug, yet he said we still have next week hahah. Today was the first time I heard him shouting "bye" to me with a smile and happy tone, as I ran to my car. 

We might didn't do anything romantic, but staying by his side and being ourselves was more than enough to make me the happiest girl today. I am not a sweet girl, and he's not the most romantic guy either, but we had fun together even by insulting each other and shouting "boobs, dick, and shit". 

No one knows how much I smiled, laughed, or how many times my cheeks were blushing red today, all because of him, and the only witness. Today I am absolutely happy, and I just noticed how much I love him even more now, silly boy.

Today has been me and you, against the world. 

No matter how long it has been since "we hated each other", my love for you is timeless.

Oh, once again,
WE ARE NOT DATING. WE ARE NOT A COUPLE. It's just a one-sided love.
*sorry no picture of him, his identity remains Anon for public. :)


18/Jun/2014
"Through time and space, 
with you my love has found its place."