Leap of Faith

So this May I've been coming to school everyday even though we are given study breaks, but since I never managed to study at home, I just decided to come and study at the library. Now people are thinking that I'm turning into a nerd or hardworking when actually I'm lazy as fuck that I never touch my books at home. Well IGCSE is already happening now and I have my strong willpower to get distinctions this year! 

OH MY GOD LOOK
I'M STUDYING MATHEMATICS

Since the first subject examination which is Art, I've really worked my ass off and spent a lot of time at school privately with the subject teacher, discussing how can I get "A" for the paper. There was one day which I literally didn't sleep for 24-hour straight just to do my Art supporting work. Yes I did all the sketches, coloring, cutting, pasting stuffs in one night which I went to school the next morning without even sleeping. FYI, that was the day of the actual Art exam, 8 hours although divided to 2 days with 4-hour long each. Overall, I think I did well, my teacher was quite happy with both my supporting and final work, hopefully I could score at least B+ or A for my Art!

Then the next exam was Biology practicals which I didn't really care at all, followed by Math paper 2. Now despite my terrible ability to work on Maths, I pushed myself to do past papers, and consulted with my Math teacher. Miraculously I'm able to understand the concepts and I did my paper 2 confidently. Again, hopefully I could get at least "B" in Maths!

Tomorrow I'll be having my ESL Reading & Continuous Writing and Geography paper 12. Instead of studying Geography, I was more focused for my English as I was suck in time management thus leaving my 2 essays unfinished for my Mock exams. I know I can do better than that, and I really want to get the best score for ESL. 

So I've been meeting with my ESL teacher and have extra time trials. Every time people asked, I told them I came to study English and somehow everyone's like "HAHA OMG WHY WOULD YOU NEED TO STUDY ESL? LOL" bitch please, ain't nobody got time for Geography. Suppose I'm not gonna be a freaking geologist or doctor or what. 

But I don't care what they're going to say, it's yourself that matters now. Well, I wish I can keep up with my phase in studying. Two papers done, and there's still more ahead. Wish me luck, people! :)

No pain, no gain. 
Work hard, play hard. 
You reap, what you sow. 
It's gonna get harder before it gets easier, but it will get better, you just gotta make it through the hard stuff first.

By the way, today I went to school to have another ESL time trial.

While waiting, I met this lonely fish at the office, so I make friends with it. I took some selfies with my new friend while no one was watching, but still, as teachers passed by they think I've gone lunatic due to IGCSE. (Idk if it's a he or she, it doesn't even have a (seen) butt hole).

we are friends
#gila

BONUS :

Here's what I did during my ESL time trial, which mobile phones and electronic devices are strictly prohibited..

Taking selfies, listening to music with my iPod, and was literally singing just like in a karaoke room. (I was doing my paper in the meeting(?) room alone). Tsk tsk what a rebel.

Exam candidate's grumpy face.

Oh look at my dreadful face, them dark circles.

I've been gaining fats and even worse dark circles under my eyes due to le disorganized life.

Okay, wish me luck guys!!

Thanks for reading! :)

07/May/2014
"The only way of finding the limits of the possible is by going beyond them into the impossible." 
-Arthur C. Clarke