Five - Fourteen - Sixteen

FUN-TRIVIA POST FOR MY BIRTHDAY!! HAHA YEAY(?)

My Wish-list of Five :
1. NEW OUTFITS.
2. New iPod case. 
3. Tokyo Banana & Banana Milk.
4. A BOYFRIEND.
5. Hugs & kisses <3

Fourteen Things of What I Like & Dislike :

Seven Things I LIKE :

1. I like the color pink, black, turquoise, white.
2. I like stargazing the night sky, stars, the galaxy, nebula.
3. I like dogs, cats, mostly mammals, stuffed animals, stitch & rilakkuma.
4. I like sushi, sweets, red velvet, cakes, banana!!
5. I like horror, thriller, action movies.
6. I like to play video games. My favourite is Pokemon, and I play a lot of fighting & zombie apocalypse themed games. I also know widely stuffs related with games which none of my female friends know. But I'm sure you guys know hahaha.
7. I like guys in tuxedos. My ideal type of guy is someone who accepts me for whoever I am, someone who can love me more for my inner beauty than my looks, someone who can joke around with me, caring, someone who would listen & understand my talks, he doesn't have to be a nice guy, yet he's the bad guy who can be nice towards me. I prefer guys who are athletic (play sports) and can play music instruments (guitar). He should be taller and older than me. He should be okay with pervert stuffs. Last but not least, he should be able to bear with me. Hahahaha <3 

Seven Things I Dislike :

1. I dislike bugs, insects, reptiles.
2. I dislike heights (fear-phobia of heights)
3. I dislike to eat just vegetables!! HAHA
4. I dislike tight outfits.
5. I dislike studying and working out.
6. I dislike staying in a crowd of people alone (without anyone I know).
7. I dislike to be ignored while texting. I dislike when someone texts me first but then ignores me afterwards.

16 Things About Me :

1. My full name is Carshena Melrose Burhan. 
Carshena is my baptist name which is barely known. Melrose is my given nickname. Burhan is my dad's family name. I also have a chinese name, but since I found it a bit weird. I'm just gonna publish my chinese family name, so it's gonna be Melrose Bong. 

2. My current height is 155cm, not sure last time I checked it was even 154cm. 
My current weight is unpredictable, but let's say my ideal weight should be 45 - 48 kg. I think I have slow metabolism and sucky fat distribution which targets my thighs fuck. I have a rather curvy body with a wide bust, and I have them booties. Awwyea twerk it.

3. I've been having my long hairstyle since kindergarten, so for nearly 12 years of my life, I always have a long hairstyle, only the difference is the bangs. I used to have thin chinese bangs, bowl fringe, side fringe, and now there's no more bangs covering my forehead. Tbh I want to cut my hair though..

4. I used to have nice teeth before they got replaced which turned out crooked. I literally had two fangs on my gums which later I have had my teeth braces for a year and took it off already. Nope not a good idea, my teeth look so imperfect now and I'm still regretting. Some people say my teeth makes me look like a vampire / feline. Okay..

5. My interests are design, music, and crafting /cooking. I draw manga, fashion design, and used to do digital. I don't really play music instruments as I'm always the singer hahaha. But I can play piano, some baby songs. I love to sing mostly any genre (except dubsteb), also Korean & Japanese songs. I also can dance if taught to do so, I could never dance freestyle, if I do that's not even called dancing. I can speak Bahasa, English, Korean, Japanese, and a little Mandarin.

6. I fell in love once, it was awful.
For 16 years of my life, I never have a boyfriend or even dated anyone. No one wants to be with me. The irony is, every time I liked a guy, he never liked me back or never noticed my feelings, or he's taken already. Forever Alone. HAHA.

7. I'm heartless or too straightforward with romantic stuffs.
My romantic level is zero. I'm so anti flirting which I would respond to pick up lines, with sarcasm. But I'm actually a hopeless romantic. Well, considering that I've never been in a relationship for 16 years.

8. If you think I'm popular. I am not. I am socially awkward. Especially in real life.
I used to be a cheerful outgoing girl until something happened which changed my life until now. Since then I'm so quiet and gloomy. Most of time you're likely going to see me sitting somewhere alone while doing something odd (playing my phone / studying / crafting / sleeping).
I feel much better when I'm far from the crowds.
Go ahead you may think I'm a freak or loner, but that's me. I do prefer to be somewhere quiet and calm, even if that means I'm alone, but as long as I have something to do with me, I'm happy and enjoying my life, in my own world.

9. But actually, I do have a lot of friends either in real life or social media. 
I don't socialize with a particular clique or gang. I don't wanna be a part of the popular people gang. I like to communicate with everyone, no matter they are the populars / loners / nerds / boys / girls. I treat my friends equally and I like to be close or at least considered as a "friend" for everyone.
Currently I have my account for facebook, twitter, instagram, tumblr, google plus (blogger, youtube), soundcloud, pinterest, weheartit, 9GAG, chictopia, lookbook, OKC, wordpress, friendster, ask.fm, etc.
Over the past 5 years, I've gained lots of friend worldwide, age, race don't matter for me. I don't know  how and why I could get that many friends / followers, despite being a loner in reality. One thing I'm sure, I love my friends, and thank you for that! :)

10. I am weird. It's barely seen, but trust me I can do the most random shit and be weird as fuck when I'm with the people I'm close with. Also, I talk a lot once I feel comfortable with that person. However, most of the time I tend to wait until someone starts the conversation first, if basically that person wants to talk with me. Sometimes I could joke around with the most random topics ever, for example, "OMG SHE LOOKS LIKE A SOY SAUCE" "AH I'M SO FAIR, MY FACE LOOKS LIKE THE WALL". Sometimes I would do something totally random (shamelessly) in public, so far I kissed the wall, planking on the ground and table. Last time, I took selfies with a fish, and was crawling in the teacher's office while they're having a meeting there.

11. I'm a pervert, better than typical girls. 

Oh well, i don't have dirty minds but I have sexy imagination. I do watch and know a lot about those stuffs. I FAP.

12. I have more male friends than female friends.
Not because I'm pimpin' on guys, but that just the fact.. I'm not flirting or whatever, duh I can't even flirt. I treat my male friends equally just as friends. Probably because I have similar interests related with boys rather than girls. Yet to be very honest, I really wanna have more female friends and become close with the girls, but I always tend to be awkward as I doubt myself as a girl. 

13. I used to be a smart girl, until I forgot how to study at home. I'm also literally a pig. Super lazy, eat & sleep a lot, currently I'm fat. Not to mention how lazy I am just to take showers, I would take showers at midnight and sleep soo late, my mum loves to yell at me for that haha.

14. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't party.
I can, but I don't fancy them. Even tho people say it's fun, I choose not to. 

15. I have bad fashion taste. I have my wardrobe collections of cute hoodies, lolita dresses, seifuku, sneakers and many more. Unlike typical girls who would look girly / fashionable with their branded apparels. I would wear t-shirt or sweater with shorts and a pair of sneakers, additionally I always bring my backpack around. And I like cheap(er) stuffs!! I don't care if it's from not-so-popular brand, either it's made in China, customized or my own creation, I would wear it as long it looks nice for me. 

16. My ideal guy would be someone like mychonny (YouTuber) or Leeteuk (Super Junior).

What's in my mind now?
Live your life, pass your exams, do what you wanna do, be productive, be nice to everyone, and stay humble.



14/May/2014
"Sweet 16 and staying that way."